i got into this knowing everything. and sure as hell that i wouldn't be like the other girls. i still am not. but i actually miss your companionship, and nothing more that that. but i know it's not right for me to do this to you any longer so i should just shut up right? false hope and all, i'm sorry i don't know what to do, and if apologizing was the right thing to do, then i'm sorry. i shouldn't have walked right past you and i shouldn't have rejected your calls. all the same, i don't know if being there for you is what's best. i doubt you'll see this.